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Subject Sixteen

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Your heart is pounding as the orderlies escort you to the operating theatre. The amphitheater is quiet except for a faint murmuring that stops once you arrive.

You shed your clothing and give it to one of the attendants. Gone are your sweater and jeans. You remove your bra and panties, not looking at the person who takes it, blushing of embarrassment already.

You look around the theatre. The audience’s faces are all in shadow, impossible to make out. A thought passes through your head, wondering if you know any of them. Co-workers? Friends? No. He wouldn’t dare to bring them here. That wouldn’t be right. That wouldn’t be safe. This is one of the rare times when it would be better to be around strangers than friends.

Calming yourself, you lie down on the operating table and left your legs into the stirrups. The table is softer than you thought and your body eases onto it softly. It’s not cold, like you expect, but warm. Someone’s been here, you realize. You lay back against the headrest and draw in a deep breath. Amidst the harsh smell of antiseptic chemicals and perfumed soap, you smell a familiar scent. His scent. Not the smell of cologne or shampoo, but the scent that is shared by being with someone for so long, by experiencing the deepest of bonds. You know he’s here, and that even though you’re exposed and scared shitless, everything will be alright.

You hope so, at least.

The door to the theatre opens, and your heart begins to pound even more, this time in anticipation. You lift your head and look forward and see him. Long white coat. Hair slicked back. Coal-black slacks. Glasses.

You smile at him. He catches that smile, but does not smile back. Your heart begins to pound a little faster now. Why didn’t he smile back? Is he mad? No, he can’t be mad—you didn’t do anything? Did you? Quick, think. Remember.

He walks to the front of the theatre and begins to address the audience.

I link my hands behind my back and nod to the unseen observers. “Ladies and gentlemen. Honoured guests. Thank you for coming to today’s session, during which I will be doing a prolonged examination of a woman who is,” he brings up his hands and curls his first two fingers on each hand in a “quote mark” fashion ” ‘suffering’ from a form of hypersexuality.”

The crowd elicits a slight chuckle at the word “suffering”.

“There is little concensus among professionals as to what hypersexuality consists of. Some believe it is a disorder, a malady that needs to be cured with surgery, pills, or—god forbid-abstinence; while others believe the diagnosis is a relic of a more repressed society, one that did not believe in the freedom of sexuality.”

He points at you. “Subject Sixteen’s diagnosis lies in line with the latter. She currently has-” he pauses, having forgotten. He looks down at your body, naked and fully exposed. You close your eyes in response to his gaze. He places his palm on your forehead. Gently, tenderly. You can’t help but jump at his touch.

“Subject Sixteen,” he says, smiling as you start. “How many lovers do you currently have?”

Colour rushes to your cheeks as he asks this personal question. “F-four, Doctor.” You say.

“Are all of your lovers aware of your non-monogamy?” He asks, right on the heels of your response. His hand slides from your forehead to your cheek. His gentleness tempering the detachment of his questioning. You sigh in pleasure at his touch.

“Yes,” you reply.

“Are you exclusive to your lovers, or do you go out and find new ones? Say, to clubs, or personal ads?”

You shake your head. “No. I met one of them through a personal ad, but I don’t go fucking around.” You swallow, pressing your cheek against his hand. “I only sleep with those four.”

His thumb strokes your cheek. “So you would say you have a… relationship with each of your lovers. It is not merely about sex?”

You nod, focusing on his touch, centering yourself on it, using it to chase all fear and nervousness from your mind. “Sex is part of it, sure. But we’re not just always… fucking, if that’s what you’re asking.”

His hand bursa escort leaves your cheek and once again he speaks to the unknown people around him. “As you have heard, Subject Sixteen says she has a relationship with each of her lovers. A relationship. Not just ‘fucking’, as she says, but an actual relationship. In past interviews I’ve asked about this, and she’s said that oftentimes she and a lover will just talk, or lie together and watch television.” He raises his voice. “Does this sound like the actions of a sex addict? A nymphomaniac?”

Assorted murmurs from the audience.

“No. It sounds like a well-adjusted woman who does not believe that they should be shackled to one person. It sounds like a person who has moved beyond what the world believes is ‘moral’ and ‘right’ and has gone to a new place, where love, kindness, and yes, sex, should be given out at will, not guarded like a scarce resource.”

You smile. He’s always had a way with words, especially when it comes to you.

“However,” he says, “there is the issue of her sex drive. Subject Sixteen, on a scale of one to ten, how aroused are you right now?”

The question takes you by surprise. Going from speaking glowingly of you, proudly of you, to clinical and detached. It sends shivers down your spine, down to the warmth between your spread legs.

At once you remember that you’re fully exposed to dozens of people you don’t know. Your legs spread, your pussy visible to everyone. It’s frightening and thrilling at the same time. Part of you wants to shy away, to close your eyes and legs, but you can’t. The futility of this awakens another part of you, one that doesn’t care if people see. One that wants people to see you as who you are. Who you think you are, who you want to be. This part of you revels in the exposure, the eyes on you. This part of you doesn’t care if you’re being judged by them. You want to show them what you are, what you want.

You surrender to that empowered feeling. Your breathing starts to increase, nerves all over your body awaken, the initial itch and your mounting desire causing you to unconsciously grind and gyrate your hips against the table. A cool breeze brushes against your now-wet crotch, and another shiver slides up your spine into your head.

“E.. eight,” you stammer. “Oh god, eight.”

“And why eight? No one has touched you, I have been nothing but clinical in my line of questioning. Why so aroused?”

You explain your arousal in halting breaths. “You touched me,” you say. “And your voice. And being exposed like this. Being unable to move or close my legs.”

“So being exposed in front of an audience arouses you?”

You feel a flush upon your face. “Yes.” You say breathlessly. “Yes. I want everyone to see.”

“Is this something you would normally do on your own?”

“No. This.. this sort of thing is new to me. I’ve f.. fantasized about it, but never tried it.”

You feel something on your closed eyes and realize that he’s putting a blindfold on you. As he lifts your head to secure the elastic band he whispers “So far you’ve been a very good girl.” You moan in response.

“And now?” he asks, standing up. “How aroused are you?”

You open your eyes and can’t see. You can’t see him, you can’t see the audience. You can feel the cool air of the room on your skin now, can hear the creak of wood as someone shifts in their seat. Is it because they’re aroused at seeing you like this? Did they move because their stiff cock was uncomfortable at that time?

“Ten.” You say quickly. Oh god.

“Does that mean you want to be fucked now?”

His usage of the word fuck surprises you and makes you groan. Whatever pretense he had was slowly fading, and you’re glad. He’s not yours when he’s all prim and proper. You know what he’s like. What he wants, what he desires.

He’s like you.

“Yes.” You whisper. “God yes.”

He raises his voice. “Louder. Subject Sixteen. I don’t think they heard you.”

You gulp down a breath. “Yes!” you say, a bit louder than you wanted to, but you bursa escort bayan don’t care. “Yes, I want to be fucked.”

You hear footsteps beside you, know that it’s him, moving to between your legs. You can feel the heat from his body as he stands before you. “Everyone, observe Subject Sixteen’s breathing—deep and shallow. Observe her nipples, fully erect. Classic signs of arousal.” Without warning, you feel two fingers enter you. You gasp, arch your back, and moan. The fingers leave. “She is, as they say, fucking wet.” He slides his fingers along your upper lip. You reflexively open them to take them in your mouth as you’ve done many times before, but he doesn’t put them in. Instead he wipes his fingers just under your nose. Your scent fills your nostrils.

Again, the fingers enter you and slowly pull out, then in, then out. “Is this how you want to be fucked, Subject Sixteen?”

Your body answers before your mouth does. It matches the rhythm of his fingers, trying to meet his thrust with your own. Your mouth drops open in a halted gasp, a grunted “God…” everything feels so good. The absence of sight, the feel of the table beneath you, the stirrups on your legs. Your brain is alight with lust. You try to speak, try to answer him but nothing articulate comes out. Your hands grip the sides of the table, forcing you to concentrate, to take your mind off the desire in your head long enough to answer…

… but he removes his fingers. “SUBJECT SIXTEEN.” He yells. “Answer me. Is that the way you wish to be fucked?”

You cry out as he leaves you, gasp-sigh as your cunt empties, leaving you with nothing but burning need. Your hips still pump once or twice, hoping for his fingers again.

“Please,” you beg. “Please, I need to be fucked. Please.”

“With my fingers?”

“I don’t.. I don’t care. Fingers, a cock, a dildo, I don’t fucking care. Just fill my cunt, Doctor. Please.”

His fingers return to your pussy, not entering it, but teasing it. Sliding up and down your wet slit, twirling around your clit before sliding back down to your asshole, then back up. He addresses the crowd, and you know he has a smile on his lips.

“Healthy sex drive, I would say.” He grins.

He teases you with his fingers, while his other hand goes to your mouth and this time he presses them into your mouth, where you suck on them eagerly, greedily. You grab his wrist and hold it with both hands, moving it in and out of your mouth like a cock. Like a cock you want so badly. His cock. Any cock. Please.

He notices this and slides his fingers in deeper into your mouth, pressing against the back of your throat while he slides his fingers fully into your pussy again and then begins ramming it against your crotch. The wet slapping echoes through the operating theatre, as does your gagging. Your hands return to the sides of the table as you gag on his fingers, as your throat clenches on them, before he finally removes them.

At the same time, he removes his fingers from your sopping pussy. You feel a line of spittle going from your mouth to his fingers, and a similar line from your cunt to his other fingers. Again, you are empty. Again, you want to be filled, but you take pleasure in him showing everyone just how wet you are.

“You took my fingers greedily into your mouth, Subject Sixteen.” He says, a light growl in his voice. “Almost as if you want to be fucked in there, too. Would that be a fair assessment?”

You nod eagerly. “Yes, please. Please, let me suck your cock, Doctor. Please.” Your words begin to run together as you regain control of yourself. “I want you to cum in my mouth. Please. Fuck me. I need to be fucked, I don’t care where or how. Please.”

“Now Subject Sixteen. It would be very unprofessional of me to do that, especially in front of all these people. However,” he snaps his fingers, and you hear another set of footsteps as murmurs and gasps run through the audience. “That doesn’t mean that someone else’s cock can’t fulfill that need.”

Before his words register in your brain, you feel a escort bursa movement beneath the headrest and then it’s gone. Your head is no longer supported. Instead it lies over the edge of the table. Your legs still in stirrups, your crotch still fully exposed. You moan when you realize what’s about to happen.

“Subject Four, if you would.”

Your mouth is filled with cock. He slides it in quickly, sliding it down your throat then back out. Four holds your head as he slowly fucks your mouth, getting it covered with your spit.

You can barely breathe through your nose, his cock is so thick. He begins to thrust faster now, actively fucking your face, occasionally sliding it all the way down your throat, feeling your throat spasm around it, and then pulls it out. Every time you constrict around it, he gasps in pleasure.

You grip the sides of the table as he fucks your face. You try your best to lick his cock when it’s in his mouth, to suck on it as best you can before it surges forward into your throat.

You gasp around the dick as you feel something press against your clit. Something warm and metallic. Suddenly vibrations fill your body as a small vibratoris turned on. Your gasps turn into cries, but Four does not stop. In fact, if anything, your sounds egg him on further. He grabs your breasts, rubs his thumbs along your nipples, holding onto you for support as he slowly slides his cock in and out of you.

The vibrator makes you open your mouth wide to cry out, loudly, around Four’s dick as an orgasm shoots through you. Your cries turn into whimpers as Four begins to pump harder against you and all you can think of is please please please cum inside me someone fuck me I need a cock in my cunt please Doctor just fuck me I want your cock oh god please.

All sounds seem to be far away. All that matters right now is cumming and that dick in your mouth. All that matters is the pleasure filling your body. You don’t even hear him ask his audience if he should fuck you. You don’t hear them unanimously say yes.

You do feel his cock enter into you, though. You know it’s his cock, too. You’ve felt it so many times, you know exactly how it feels. You love it’s hardness, it’s length, it’s thickness. Everything about it is home to you and you greedily start to fuck it before he starts to fuck you.

You’re filled now. And being filled is what you love. Your hands go to Four’s ass, pulling him deeper into your throat. The Doctor pulls on your nipples as he fucks you, growling to you to take both these dicks into you like a good girl. Like a good slut. Like a good sex addict. Like a good nympho. Tears form at the corners of your eyes as he says these things. You’re his now, again. His Subject. His toy. This whole thing was for him, to fuck you and to see you being fucked.

You greedily suck on Four’s dick, eager for his load. The Doctor holds your legs up as he pumps inside you, grunting and gasping. You pull Four’s dick out for a second to look at the man between your legs and to tell him to fuck you, to fucking cum on you before returning to Four’s dick.

You take control of Four’s cock now. No longer fucking your face, you’re eagerly sucking his dick, swirling your tongue around his head, his shaft. You feel a growl in your own throat as primal lust takes control and you slam his cock into your mouth over and over. You feel his legs tremble and know he’s close.

The other man is slamming your cunt hard, sweat dripping down his face while he fucks you. The fucking sends a rhythmic slap slap slap sound throughout the auditorium and that sound makes you spread your legs wider, wanting more of it. He’s calling you a bitch now, a fucking slut, saying he’s going to come and he’s not going to come inside you because sluts only get cum on, not cum in. You pull Four’s dick out of your mouth and start to jack him, saying yes please cum on your slut. Please you need to feel his hot cum.

Four cums before he does. He cums on your face, warm and sticky. You almost cum yourself from it, you wanted it so bad.

He pulls out and cums on you as well, shooting well onto your breasts with a loud roar, telling you to take it. Telling the slut to take it, take all of it like the fucking whore she is.

Then it’s over. Four leaves. The blindfold is removed. You see their work and gasp in renewed lust. You want to be fucked again.

Panting, he turns to the audience. “See? Perfectly normal sex drive.”

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As It Seems Ch. 10

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The alarm screeched in Connor’s ear. He tensed blinking, letting his eyes focus and adjust to the rays of sun forcing their way through his curtains. His head was throbbing. he contemplated his day covering his eyes with his fore arm. He could try to sleep but he was sure nightmares would haunt him even in the protection of day light. He shivered sweat cooling.

He swallowed hard, closing his eyes against the images taking control of him. In his dark dreams it was Alex a he saw at the party not Gauge. It was flashing green-gold eyes glaring at him instead of curious gray ones. It was her petite frame he pulled out of the crowd bleeding and bruised. It was her he dragged away as bullets zipped passed them.

“Keep running,” he shouted but the words didn’t come out his chest was heavy and it was getting harder to pull her along. He had to get her away had to get her somewhere safe. She stumbled falling soft on the ground. She cried for him, calling his name. “you have to get up!” he picked her up blood trailed down her face, she was lifeless on the ground, her body sprawled like a forgotten rag doll

“Fuck!” he shouted jerking up the dream was so real he hadn’t even realized he fell asleep. He shivered as his skin puckered with cool sweat and colder fear. He covered his face with his hands and rubbed them back until the were pushing his damp curls from his face. “what the fuck?” he demanded to the empty room, “you are a fucking idiot” he muttered to himself it wasn’t the first time his dreams about Alexa got to him but this one…this left him so cold and scared he was sick with it. His emotions a storm of conflict turning from disgust to anger that she could push her way into his thoughts just like she pushed her way into is life.

He wished he could stay in bed and sleep off the consistent gnawing in his head, but he knew he would toss and turn with dark images of Alexa. He didn’t have the patience or the courage to ask himself why she was so impressed in his mind. He swung his legs over the bed his feet thudding heavily on the carpet carrying all the weight he felt.

He stepped into the shower. Steaming pellets of water drumming against his skin. It massaged his his aching worn body. He pressed his head against the cool tile. He grit his teeth and forced himself to swallow the lump of bile in his throat. After Melendez he’d ask for a transfer. No other case gripped into him like this and it was all because he was physically closer to his family.

*

Alexa could barely open her eyes. They were puffy and swollen. Her throat ached from a night of sobbing and her skin was still tender and sensitive from last night’s blast of scorching water. A noise similar to a groan but closer to a croak rumbled out of her chest as she thought about how she ran out of Allan’s house and wondered how she would ever have the courage to face him again. Her phone vibrated on the night stand blinking and dancing for her attention. It had done that all night. She knew it had to be Allen with a bunch of questions she didn’t want to answer.

What is wrong with her? The world was closing in on her. she was so afraid, afraid of him, afraid of how he would feel about her if she told him the truth. She knew she should talk to him, but what could she say? She couldn’t hide behind anger. Any harsh words would fade when she saw the sincerity in his dark eyes or the concern molded on his dark brown face. She could almost hear the lullaby of his voice flowing out like soothing music.

She knew the truth about herself and should have told him. There had to be plenty of women out there who could give in to him . Between the new fits she was having and her frigidity…oh she knew she was frigid Marcus told her often. she knew she could never be what he deserved and no doubt wanted in a woman. It didn’t help that whenever he touched her her mind and her response were linked to Connor. Connor of all people angry, dangerous, bullheaded Connor. She spent the evening home alone between crying and forcing herself to over come her fear and anxiety about her body about sex and only managed to hate herself and the idea of sex more. She tried to manipulate her her body the way Connor had. She couldn’t duplicate the driving hunger he caused or the breathing taking release he punished from her. Frustration and shame rotated in union with her hips making her movements awkward and rythmless.

Now she covered herself with her blanket wanting to forget last night’s attempts and drown out the persistent buzzing. She had to brake up with Allen. She had to let go before his patience turned into violence or his interest turned into conquest.

*

Bella felt the strong steady beat of Gauges heart thudding into her back. She loved the music their hearts created together giving her hope, giving her courage. His hands seared her skin through her t-shirt. Her stomach tingled and dropped with questions with possibilities. Her thoughts raced so far so fast she couldn’t keep up with them. suadiye escort She wasn’t sure she wanted to. She squeezed her eyes tighter fighting her flight mode. No she wanted this, she wanted him. Her nostrils flared as she inhaled and bit her lip ready to take a plunge in the dark waters of faith. She turned her body toward his. Exhaling opening her one good eye, the other swollen shut as the cost of her new freedom. She strained to focus, “Oh Gauge!” a rainbow of bruises painted his face with bruises.

“Hmm,” he grunted pulling her closer. Her hand moved to his face, her thumb gently brushed his split swollen lips. “hey,” he grumbled as he blinked and squinted.

“Gauge?” he smiled wanly and he looked into her searching dark eye a tempest of questions and emotion, so full of her own pain and now his. It shimmered with unshed tears.

“No, no munch don’t cry, don’t cry.” his thumbs caught her tears her black and purple eye pulsed as tears dripped from the sealed slit, he bit back the anger overwhelming him. He ignored the pulsing throbbing soreness coursing through his body and rolled on top of her. He brushed her hair aside kissing each temple, each eye, each cheek, inhaling her sweetness melting into her softness.

“Gauge?” she pushed weakly. He overwhelmed her. The room spun around her.

“No questions, not now,” he kissed her nose feeling his influence over her, weaving a spell of comfort.

“but your face-“

“I’m okay,” his lips were a dream brushing against hers light and vague. “Sweetheart,” he whispered against her prickling skin, “you’re so fucking soft.” he held himself on either side of her head his mouth explored the tenderness of her neck.

“But-” his lips were so persuasive, “oh,” she moaned as his teeth sank into her, he sucked and licked.

“Not now, I won’t ask any and you won’t not right now.” She nodded loosing herself in his words, in his touch, “I like this, don’t you honey?”his hands traced her body. She nodded. “I can’t hear you, you have to say it.” his thumbs rubbed circles over her cloth covered nipples. She arched moaning and trembling. She tried to answer only to have her breath caught in new caresses. “Answer me.”his voice was soft in his demand.

“Yes-yes,” she choked out, his hands grazing the hem of the t shirt. Shame made her tense, he would see how much her freedom cost. “Gauge,” she tried to push at him. His gaze stilled hers and he knew where her thoughts were.

“Trust me,” he said his hand moving under shirt to her full globes. “i just want to touch you.” She nodded, she did trust him and he was so beautiful now looking up at her with those eyes, those metallic orbs. He kissed her skin through the fabric promising once they healed he was going to spend quality time with every inch of her. His kiss ran down the valley of her breast to the slope of her stomach.

He could smell her, almost taste her sopping eagerness. He deciphered the different notes of her, from the sweet to the tart to the spice. His mouth watered and his body was rock rigid. He couldn’t wait to take a nice long lick and he wasn’t going to. His figures traced the lining of her panties, traced the outline of her protruding lips pulsing and flinching for his touch. He smiled kissing her thigh. She called his name making it a desperate musical chant. Bella’s hands clutched the pillow above her head. Her back arched and collapsed as his lips moved higher kissing the wet cotton clinging to her sweetness. And she was sweet, honey and cream. He sucked through her the cotton mashing his face deep into her.

“Mm mm,” he growled against her.

“Please,” Bella whimpered pushing her hips forward, as Gauge slid her panties aside.

“Fuck,” he hissed watching her pulse and cream for his touch.

“please,” she begged her breath coming faster and more shallow. He kissed her long and deep devouring her paradise. “oh God oh!!”

Her eyes teared, her body jerked against the probing demand of his mouth. His tongue plunged, flicked, he sucked and blew wrapping his arms around each leg to hold her still. She sang his name, he pulled her clit though his teeth sucking hard at her thick flushed nub. His thumb followed down her slit, further down to her most forbidden place. She gasped and sobbed begging him to set her free. His thumb circled the tender skin.

Her body thrashed and convulsed at the violent outcome of Gauge’s touch. His mouth relentless refusing to let go. His eyes leered and glowed as he watched her, watched how her body reacted to his touch, the way she shook, the way she moaned and arched forward. She finally gave one last shiver before her body went limp.

“Ugh,” she protested pushing him away as he gave her wetness a loud wet sloppy kiss.

“Wash up,” he climbed on top of her kissing her neck “I’ll make breakfast.” She nodded licking her lips as Gauge hovered over her mouth. She wanted to lick her essence from his swollen mouth.

“Bella, sweetheart if you keep looking yakacık escort at me like that, even with one eye…” he left the rest unspoken, a promise and threat all in one.

Bella smiled her dark eye flashing with mischief, “I wouldn’t munchkin,” he said tugging her hair back stretching her neck so she was looking up at him and him down into her eyes. Her parted lip begging him to complete the act.

” But I didn’t do anything for you,” her voice was breathy and strained her hands trailed down his hard chest down the line of his stomach down his pajama bottoms. She felt the out line of his hard and heavy. His eyes darkened, almost as black as hers. She couldn’t make out his thoughts. She couldn’t see his concern or anger. His thumb brushed the bruises marring her face

“You’re here,” he lowered his mouth tentatively brushing hers. “that’s all I need,” he kissed her forehead and pushing himself up, “wash up.” she watched him walk away noting the way he limped and held his side.

*

Connor panted and swore attacking the punching bag pounding out his frustration, sweat matted his hair and dripped stinging into his eyes.

“Hey, white boy,” the low feminine voice pulled him out of his trance. he glared up at Kenta as she held the bag still from behind. He was in the gym of their makeshift head quarters. It was dirty and dim. There was a heavy staleness in the air from a leak never quite fixed. “No need for dirty looks Mijo, I brought breakfast.” she held a white pastry bag swinging in his face.” His nose perked and his stomach growled. “Here mom made these and told me to make sure you eat them, it’s pan dolche.”

Kenta’s mom clutched the hope that they would become a couple like a nun clutching a rosary. Her mom loved him. He was family as far as she was concerned. So what was driving him to make amends with his, he didn’t even know what he was making. He didn’t do anything wrong. Before her dad passed away he was the father Connor always hoped he would have. They had a relationship Connor desired with his father, they went hunting fishing, he gave Connor his bar b q secrets. Kenta’s father was a man devoted to family. His gaze softened as he thought of how proud her family was of him, they showed up to every award ceremony and accommodation he ever received since knowing them. He used his bonuses to help them out when could. He smiled gratefully he had family even if his wanted nothing to do with him.

“Thanks,” his voice softened as he wiped the sweat off his face with the bottom of his shirt.

“Are you okay?”she asked her usually hard terse voice tender as she looked him over concerned. He only remembered her looking at him like that once, he couldn’t be sure if it was the same look at that particular point in time he was going in and out of conciseness. He was shot during a bust and Kenta was at his side. He vaguely recalled her threatening to kill him if he died.

He smiled wanly,”Yeah, fucking awesome,”sarcasm dripped from him. Kenta studied him behind dark knowing eyes.”Don’t do that shit,”he growled rolling his eyes and slinging himself on the musty couch.

“What?” she asked innocently plopping down next to him tossing the bag in his lap. He shifted irritably as springs poked him.

“You know what looking at me like you’re reading my fucking mind!” his mouth watered warmth permeated from the bag. He wondered what color confection powder she used on top of the sweet bread. He wasn’t sure why but yellow was his favorite and knowing Kenta’s mother it more than likely was, she always made him food. He remembered when madre went through her needle craft phase she made him the ugliest sweater he ever saw. Every time he wore that sweater giving or getting a black eye or busted lip was guaranteed He opened the bag the sweet fermentation of bread and sugar teasing his senses.

“Because Cavrone, I am.”she slapped his head playfully. “Now tell me, you over grown Orso, what happened with your family” she used her family’s nickname for him. They saw him as a big blonde bear.

He closed the bag instantly loosing his appetite, as he compared the warmth and openness of Kenta’s family to cool aloofness of his.

“Same bullshit, I know Jen lied about Alexa, I don’t know if she ever did anything to Jen.”

“She said that?”

He let out a cough of laughter, “not in so many words.”

“Do you think that’s why-?”

“I don’t fucking know! I think she just wanted see what I would do for her. See how far she’d be able to push.” He got up again giving the bag a nice hard round house.

” Have you talked to this Alexa chick to see what she has to say?” He shook his head. he punched the bag again, he wasn’t sure if he could face her. Was he man enough to own up to his mistake, to apologize for how he treated her. Jen was right about him,he was ready think the worst she didn’t have to put too many ideas in his head. Not all of his conclusions about her were wrong, she was still a snotty şerifali escort cunt, a hot tempered golden eyed beautiful cunt. Was it? He wondered his hand tingled thinking about the silky soft wetness that sucked his finger. She stopped him before he got on his knees and worshiped her kissed her tight wet pussy.

“That still doesn’t tell me how it was seeing your family.” Kenta interrupted his thoughts bringing him back to his current problem. He knew she was watching him and he knew she noticed the change of his thoughts.

Kenta cringed inwardly as she met Connor’s cold bitter smile. “My mother wasn’t even going to let me through the goddamn door, my dad barely spoke three syllables and then of course there was Jen. Smiling dangling me around!” He punched the bag. Kenta listened to him, his family’s attitude towards him and his job was mystery to her. She knew why her parents were a little skittish when she told them . But they accepted and respected her decision.

“Mom’s expecting you for dinner tonight.” she watched beads of sweat pouring from him. Her family loved Connor and help out hope that the two of them would marry and have babies, forcing Kenta into domesticity. “She’s worried about you doesn’t’ think you’re eating enough.”

Connor laughed loud and wild. Did moms have some sort of secret phrase book? Did they all say the same thing when they felt your life falling apart.

“C if you want to talk-“

He shook his head, it’s what I’ve been doing and I’m done it is what it is and nothing is going to change.” he sat down again biting into the tender sweet pastry.

“Maybe it’s not what you need to talk about maybe its whom you need to talk to that’s the difference.” he closed his eye letting his head fall back she was right and he knew it. “Go home get some sleep, you look like shit ran over twice.”

Connor sighed rolling his eyes “Thanks honey you really know how to make a man feel good about

himself.”

“That’s what I’m here for. We can leave Mom’s and meet the gang for drinks. Terry has new toys and we have some new developments and strategies.” he finished the bread and laid his head back, his eyes got heavy as Kenta stroked his hair. She was still talking but her words faded.

*

Alex a stood in the cooking section of the book store. She was waiting to meet David in the cafe. She gazed down at the bright colorful pictures of food wishing she could create something like that. She relied on the culinary genius of Gauge and Mommy H. She missed mommy H and Papa. There was no way she could visit until her wrist healed. From the look and feel of it that wasn’t any time soon. It was an ugly crooked lump. And for the past couple of weeks Allen was her culinary messiah. She couldn’t face him either, not after last nights episode. She lost count of how many times he called, she couldn’t bring herself to answer or even check the messages. She just had to live with the fact that she was damaged.

The hair on the back of her neck lifted exposing her to the breeze in the bookstore and she shivered, “Alexa?” There was a cool dark voice behind her and she stiffened. Blood rushed to her ears, her heart pounded in her throat choking her. She couldn’t move or speak, her skin crawled when his hand touched her elbow turning her to face him.

“What are yo doing here?” did he hear the quiver in her voice. Did she sound strong? Did she look strong and ready to fight?

“I was-” he pointed and looked at the direction of his finger and looked back at her, “how could I forget how beautiful you are?” His eyes glazed over slightly possessive

She pulled her arm away glancing away, looking for help, looking for escape, just looking at anything but him. There was no one they were alone.

“I don’t want to talk to you,” she hissed forcing her self to look at him. Forcing herself to to face him and face what he did to her,forcing herself to stop trembling.

“Please sweetheart I’m sorry I never meant to hurt you. If I’d known…” he reached for her again pulling her to him.

“Let me go!” she said louder than she meant then instinctively lowering her voice, “David will be here any minute and if he sees you-“

“You told your brother?!” his hold tightened. “Why would you do that you know I didn’t hurt you on purpose.” his grip eased. “Look Alexa.” She jerked free straining her shoulder and stumbling backward.

“No! Go or I’ll scream,” her mind worked frantically to get him away, she couldn’t. She couldn’t move; she could barely breath.

He studied her with doubtful dark eyes, “fine I’ll go but one day we are going to talk this out.” he turned and left. The room spun as she fished her phone out of her purse, it buzzed with a new message.

B there n few

She slowly made her way to the restroom on shaky legs, taking long deep breaths. She rinsed her face cooling the heat of embarrassment, shame and anger. She pushed back tears refusing to let herself to cry, she couldn’t. If David found out Marcus was here she didn’t think she could stop him from acting out every violent impulse he had.

I’m here where r u?

Her phone buzzed again. She dried her face and took a deep breath. She leaving the lady’s room she forced a bright smile.

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