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I was driving with two friends up from west-central Wisconsin to the Boundary Waters Canoe Area Wilderness, a distance of about 260 miles. My two friends had just met, because one, Dick, was from Canada. Both were tall, about 6′ 2″. We were all in our 30s.

I don’t recall how the subject came up, but Jim announced that he and his wife, Pat, had an Open Marriage. I hadn’t read the book, but it seemed to mean spouses having other sex partners. We asked for details, but he did not confide further. I wondered if Pat would open her legs for me. Jim did imply that Pat took some pride in his sexual conquests, and telling her the explicit details as foreplay enlivened their sex.

Learning around the campfire that Jim had been in Africa for the Peace Corps, Dick kept asking him if he’d had sex with any native black women. Jim seemed embarrassed and refused to say.

Then, I remembered a meeting for coffee at MacDonald’s during which Jim inquired about my wife’s sexuality. Did she often have orgasms? Was it clear when she came? I said that Jenny is a screamer, but not always. Jim said that Pat is quite obvious when she has an orgasm. They used marijuana to relax her and reduce her inhibitions.

Jim and I both lived in rural parts of the county with electric service from the county electric cooperative. It happened a few years later that Pat asked me to drive her to a meeting of county electric cooperatives in La Crosse to speak and for us as members to vote on a proposed nuclear power plant. She could not drive herself, because she had a six-week-old baby and was breast-feeding. Jim was teaching at the college that day. I agreed.

Pat had light brown short hair, a round, pleasant face and wore glasses. Her weight was good for her height, about 5′ 4″. I had not seen her dressed to show her figure much, but she had good legs and about B-cup breasts.

She drove to my house, but with a girl of 12-13, who sat in my passenger seat. Pat sat in the back. I had expected her to wear a nursing bra, which would expose only the breast in use, or at least, a blouse that buttoned down the front for discretion. I was amazed that she wore a pullover top and no bra! This required her to bare both breasts to nurse. Whenever I glanced back to change lanes or looked in the rear-view mirror, I saw one bare breast swollen with milk and looking quite sensual, even erotic. Was Pat enjoying the increased size of her breasts and accidentally on purpose showing them off to me? Was the girl our chaperone? I became interested in the rest of her body concealed by slacks.

Pat gave her baby to the girl to mind while we attended the meeting.

I said, “I couldn’t help noticing how lovely and sensual your breasts look!”

“Thank you,” she replied.

“Your baby is fortunate. I was bottle-fed, had a reaction to the formula, and had to be returned to the hospital for an adjustment to the formula.”

“Yes, some babies don’t tolerate cow’s milk well.”

“How does it feel to nurse? Is it pleasurable?”

“It is satisfying to feed naturally. It is pleasurable. When my first-born grew teeth, he sometimes chewed my nipples, which wasn’t pleasant.”

“Jim said that you have an open marriage.”

“Oh, he did? What else did he say?”

“He implied that he had made some sexual conquests and that you were rather proud of his prowess. He said nothing about your adventures.”

“There is nothing to say. I guess I’m not sexy.”

“I haven’t seen you dressed to look sexy, which made it such a surprise to see you look so sexy today.”

“I was just nursing.”

“I expected you to wear a nursing bra or a blouse that buttoned in front so that the breast not in use would be covered. You may have felt strictly maternal, but you looked very sensual!”

“Really? I guess I didn’t expect that you would see me in the back seat.”

“I guess you didn’t mean to look erotic, then, and weren’t excited to think that I might see your lovely breasts bare.”

“Maybe the thought was in the back of my mind. I don’t consider myself to be sexy and don’t try.”

“I hope you enjoy looking and feeling sexy today!”

“Thanks, I do.”

“You brought a chaperone, so you can flirt safely, if you want.”

Pat did not reply, except with an enigmatic smile.

After the meeting and before Pat got her baby from the girl, she asked,

“What would you do, if we were alone in your car?”

“I’d like to drive to a secluded spot, park and find out how sexy you want to be.”

She looked at me but made no reply. Again, she nursed her baby, now knowing that I was glimpsing her bare breasts. When we got back to her car, she handed her baby to the girl, who got into her car. Pat came close to me and thanked me for driving.

“Jim won’t be home yet for about two hours. If you want to visit me, wait about 10-15 minutes while I drive the sitter to her house and freshen up. I’m flattered by your attention, but I’m not sure how far I’ll go.”

I smiled, “Thank you for the invitation! I hope to get to know you better!”

Our garage was about 100′ from the cottage, bitlis escort and the car parked in front of the garage could not be seen from the house, so my wife would not know that we had returned. I waited in my Mustang growing a hardon.

Their house was about a mile outside of a small town. No neighbors would be watching. They had built it themselves, and it rather sprawled with additions. I knocked on the front door. Pat opened it. She had changed into a simple white nightgown. The neckline was low enough to show some cleavage; she was high-breasted. At age 36, her breasts were firm and still swollen with milk. Her very erect nipples, wet with milk, wet and poked forth the fabric, which was thin enough to show shadows of her dark aureoles. The hem of her gown was several inches above her knees.

I held a hand down in front to cover my erection, which only drew her attention. She looked quizzically at me, and when I uncovered, blushed prettily. I reached for her, ran my hands up and down her bare arms, causing her to shiver visibly. I pulled her against me so she could feel my cock against her belly. I kissed her shoulder, neck and lips.

She said, “Let’s slow down! I’m nervous! Should we have a glass of wine?”

“Yes.”

“Do you smoke marijuana? I think I need some now.”

“I don’t think I need a drug, just you!”

Pat served us each a glass of refreshingly chilled white wine. Then she lit up, taking a long drag. She began to relax against the back of the couch. When her gown rode up her shapely thighs, she did not do what women so often, maddeningly do, tug the hem down. I moved against her, put my right arm around her and caressed her right arm. She had another drink of wine and another drag of weed. I placed my left hand on her left knee. She did not flinch, so I began caressing my way up her white, soft, smooth thigh. My cock was as hard as it could be.

At first, Pat seemed to pretend not to notice what I was doing. Again, I kissed her bare shoulder and neck. She turned to me, and we kissed more passionately, our tongues touching. I brushed my left hand across her breasts. Goosebumps appeared on her arms.

“My nipples are leaking. I didn’t have a chance to use the breast pump.”

“Good, because I want to taste your milk! I want to suck your nipples!”

“You want to know what you missed, but it’s different now.”

“Yes! We’re the same age, and aren’t related, so it will be extremely erotic!”

I grasped the straps of her gown. She sighed and hunched her shoulders to help me strip her naked to the waist. I never saw more luscious, appetizing fruit!

“Lovely!”

She beamed. I cupped her breasts, swollen from B-cup to C-cup. She gasped as I manhandled her now very sensitive tits. ‘Don’t squeeze the fruit, until it’s yours!’ I thought. Milk dribbled from her distended nipples. I licked it up.

“So sweet!”

I took her left nipple in my mouth and began to suck. She leaned her head back and closed her eyes, seemingly in ecstasy. The, she replaced my hand with hers and expertly squeezed her tit to squirt even more milk into my mouth.

“Isn’t this more fun than a breast pump?”

“Oh, yes! More, please, and don’t neglect this breast!”

“How does it feel, compared to nursing your baby?”

“Just as pleasurable, but erotic and exciting! Next time I have more milk than I need, will you help me out again?”

“I’d be too excited to stop at milking you! Doesn’t Jim suck your breasts?”

“He tried it once but decided they were for our baby.”

I devoted about 5 minutes to each tit. Her gown was well up her thighs now. I unzipped my shorts to release my straining cock and let it rub her thigh while I sucked her.

“You have lovely legs! You should wear shorts and short skirts!”

“Thank you! Jim said I can’t expect men to make passes at me, if I don’t show more of my body.”

I stood and removed my shirt, shorts and undershorts. She gazed with some alarm.

“I don’t know, Bob. I’ve never even let another man get this far with me. Actually, nobody even tried! Jim encourages me to excite another man and let him have sex with me. He said I’d be a much more exciting woman if I excited other men and was excited by them.”

I pulled her to her feet and shucked her gown off. She covered with one hand her triangle of light brown curly hair. I grabbed her fine ass and embraced her to feel her tits against my chest and my cock press her belly.

“You have a lovely body! How sexy of you to be naked under your gown! It’s a great privilege to see you like this and caress you! When is Jim due back?”

“Don’t worry about Jim, and our son is visiting grandparents. Jim thought it might be exciting if I went on a trip with you. He said nursing would be a good chance for me to show off my enlarged breasts to you! Did he expect me to flaunt them in front of you? He said to go without a bra. I jokingly asked if he wanted me to wear a pullover that would expose both breasts, but he urged me, dared me, to do it.”

I knelt at her feet, grabbed her buttocks again, bodrum escort nuzzled her mound of love, and kissed her pussy. I inhaled the aroma of her sex. My tongue searched through to her outer labia. I licked up and down her slit and then licked deeper to touch and part her inner labia. As I thrust my tongue into her moistening cunt, she braced herself with her hands on my shoulders and moaned. I stood up and she sat back down on the couch.

“Does Jim want to know what we did, in detail?”

“I guess.”

“Would he be excited to know that you sucked my cock?”

“I guess he would.”

I gently pressed the back of her head forward and moved my cock to her lips.

“I think I need another puff!”

Pat re-lit the cigarette and took two long drags of it. Returning, she didn’t cover her cunt this time. She tentatively kissed the head of my oozing cock and licked my precum from her lips. Then, she took the head into mouth. She was practiced enough to suck it and lick the underside at the same time. She looked up at me.

“How’s that?”

“Very pleasurable and sexy!”

“Maybe I should stop there.”

“Jim would be disappointed in you, and I will be extremely frustrated and disappointed!”

I pushed Pat onto her back and lay on top of her. I French-kissed and felt her up all over her lovely naked body. I gave her so sensitive tits extra attention. My cock poked between her thighs. She struggled some. I pinned her arms back and used my knees to force her thighs apart. My cock touched her entrance, but I needed one hand to direct it into her cunt. I removed my right hand. She put her left hand on my right shoulder, unsure whether to push me away or pull me into her. Her hesitation enabled me to penetrate her.

“Oh! It’s really happening!”

I thrust halfway into her, and she moaned. With one more thrust, I possessed her.

“Oh-oh-oh-oh!”

“Jim said it is obvious when you have an orgasm!”

“What? Jim told you about me sexually?”

I lay back on her to savor our sexual union.

“We were having coffee and conversation in McDonald’s. Jim wanted to know about Jenny’s orgasms and told me about yours. I think he wanted to have sex with her. Do you remember when we visited? She had a headache and he insisted upon massaging her shoulders. He had a good view of her cleavage.”

“Yes, Jim likes her big breasts. He told me he’d like to see them bare and get his hands on them. That’s why we both enjoy my breasts now when they are enlarged.”

I got up on my knees, grasped her swollen tits and began to fuck her slowly. She had surrendered completely, spreading her legs wide as she abandoned herself to sexual pleasure. I was so excited by my conquest that I tried to delay my orgasm. Pat clung to my back and wrapped her legs around me.

“Harder! Faster!”

“Say ‘Fuck me harder, faster!'”

“Fuck me, harder, faster!” She kicked her heels against my ass.

I soon felt my balls churning. I crowed my conquest as I pumped my sperm into her belly. She had another loud orgasm. I collapsed onto her but retained possession.

“I haven’t had enough of you yet!”

“Mmm, I haven’t had enough, either!”

“Will Jim be proud that I stayed for a second helping of you?”

“I guess. I’ll be very embarrassed to confess what I let you do to me!”

After about ten minutes, my cock swelled up to fill her cunt again. I rose and began to fuck her slowly.

“This time,” she said, “take your time!”

I held her tits, squeezed one and began to serve myself.

“I want to milk you and fuck you!”

“Yes, milk me and fuck me! God, if Jim heard me now!”

“He’d take you to bed and have his turn with you!”

“Men, husbands can be so lewd!”

We French-kissed, and she tasted her milk on my lips and tongue. I ravished her for 10 to 15 minutes. Orgasms of varying intensity seemed to sweep in waves over her. Again, her excitement was intense as she heard my triumph and felt my cock erupting into her. We lay joined until our natural uncoupling.

“Pat, we’ve become a lot closer friends!”

“As intimate as we can get! I hope my breast-feeding will prevent you from impregnating me!”

“Oh, wow! I guess that’s why you hesitated to give in. Because we are friends, it’s still more intimate than sex with a stranger.”

“Yes, but you were more friendly with Jim!”

“I should thank him for sharing you with me!”

“I wonder how Jim would react, if I told him that, when you took seconds of me, it felt more like making love. He might be jealous. What if he were just fantasizing and never expected me to let another man fuck me?”

“Did he envision us having sex and then never again?”

“I don’t know. He said I’d be a more exciting woman if I realized that I could easily satisfy more than one man and enjoy twice as much sex. He said that the more I exercised my sexuality, the more sex I’d enjoy. I doubted I could excite other men or even want to try. It would be humiliating to try and fail. Now that you’ve had me, made your conquest, will you want me again? Will bolu escort he want me to “put out” as men say? After today, I wouldn’t need much persuasion.”

“You needn’t worry that I’d offend you by not wanting you again!”

“Would you hand me the phone? I feel too languorous to get up just yet, and too full! Jim is supposed to be in his office awaiting some exciting news.”

“Hello, Jim. I hope you weren’t fantasizing about what you wanted me to do. No? Well, I’ve just had a date with Bob, and he’s still here, saying that your wife is a very hot date! You were right that I have the power to arouse another man. When Bob saw my bare breasts, sensually swollen with my milk, he lusted for me! He wanted to get his hands and his mouth on them, and the rest of my body. Am I exciting you yet? Good! Do you want some details now, or later? Okay.

“Bob wanted me so much that when I opened the door to him, he already had a hardon for me! We have become intimate friends today. He says I look beautiful naked, and he has thoroughly explored my naked body with his eyes, and hands. He has probed me to my depths. Do you want to hear more, while Bob is here listening to me tell you how much he enjoyed me and how much I enjoyed what he did to me?

“I wore that flimsy thin white nightgown, with nothing on under it to make my body easily accessible to him. I was afraid that, if I put on a bra and panties, I might feel more inhibited. We drank wine, and I smoked a joint, since you told Bob it removes my inhibitions!

“Bob didn’t need a drug; he was intoxicated with me. He felt me up my bare thighs, pushing the hem up and up to explore my legs, which says are beautiful! He stripped me naked to the waist to feed on my succulent breasts. When I felt his tongue lick the milk that had oozed from my nipples, it felt electric! When he claimed my breasts, sucked on a nipple and squeezed my milk into his mouth, it felt so erotic that I had an orgasm! I don’t need to use the breast pump, because Bob milked me of my surplus. He enjoyed sucking my very erect nipples and being rewarded with my sweet milk, more than you apparently did.

“Do you want to hear more, or shall I save the best for when you come home? Just don’t cum until you come home!”

Pat giggled. I was surprised by her talk, because she had always seemed shy and reticent.

“Next, he got up and stripped. His cock was very hard for me. He pulled me to my feet and stripped my gown off. Then, he knelt at my feet, grabbed my ass, and French-kissed my pussy! I was rather passive and unsure about committing adultery for the first time, so he did everything he could to seduce me into surrendering. He pushed me to sit back on the couch, pulled my legs over his shoulders, and ate my pussy! He licked and fingered me to my second orgasm!

“I returned his favor by sucking his cock. He says I’m a good cocksucker. I didn’t suck him for long, because he was so eager to fuck me. I was becoming hesitant again. I’d had two orgasms, but it wasn’t fair not to satisfy Bob. I re-lit what remained of the joint to buck up my courage. Again, Bob got me on my back. I resisted just enough to inflame his lust. He pinned my arms back, forced my thighs apart with his knees, and took me. Suffice it to say that I excited him so much that he would not be denied: he ravished me!

“Are you jealous now that another man knows how I look and feel naked, that he knows the scent of my sex and the taste of my pussy? He knows what I’m like when I cum, and he has even tasted my cum! He enjoyed fucking me so much that he took a second helping of me!

“Are you proud of me? Do you think I am a much more exciting woman now? Good, because listening to me has gotten Bob hard again, and I expect he will take me again. Now that I’ve experienced the joy of putting out, I don’t feel like denying him. Are you stroking? Don’t hurry home, Dear, unless you want to catch us in the act. I doubt Bob will stop until he cums in me again.

“No, the subject of condoms did not arise. What did arise I wanted bare inside me. I think that nursing protects me, but once he possessed me and began fucking me, I desperately wanted him to cum inside me! The slight risk that he might impregnate me only excited me more! Now, see what a slut you’ve created! You love me more? I love you, too.”

I took the phone and hung it up. Pat lay, spreading her legs for me. As much as she boosted my cock, I had boosted her morale. She looked like she felt lovely and desirable. She raised her knees, and I mounted her, taking her with one thrust.

“Bob wants to find me lying here, naked with your sperm still in me. He wants to fuck me while my pussy is still full of your sperm! I never thought my husband could be so lewd!”

She was well lubricated, and because I was now drawing on my reserves, I fucked her for about 20 minutes. Finally, she kicked my ass with her heels and urged me to give it to her harder and faster.

“You’re driving me crazy! Cum! Cum!”

I clutched her juicy tits until her extremely excited nipples sprayed us with her milk. I thought about Jim seeing his well-fucked wife, whom he would probably not be able to fuck 3 times in one day, and that urged the sperm out of my balls. I felt the exquisite coursing of my sperm through my cock into his wife. I hoped he would encourage her to keep putting out to me.

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Jess was a Bitch Ch. 10

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I haven’t forgotten Jess and Jon but I’ve had to move them to a back burner for a time.

Confusion, joy and worry still reign (or so I hope).

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Jess eases out of bed, careful not to wake Jon. She realizes that in ten short days, ten horribly short days, they’ve developed routines. The realization brings a lump to her throat. This is the thing she’ll miss the most, sliding out of bed and watching her lover sleep like a little boy. Sadness gives way to a smile. He’s hard; there’s nothing little boyish about his dick. The sight of his cock, bobbing like a living metronome over his belly re-ignites a fire that has yet to be extinguished. The fire is always there, in her belly, the back of her mind, always. She can be reading, talking to her mom, talking to Caitlin, daydreaming as she watches the pelicans, hardly aware of it, but it’s there. After she cums, the fire is banked, where it smolders, untended, until fanned back into a blaze that consumes her.

How the hell can I be horny? Jesus, how many times did I cum yesterday? Three, or one long one, when we got back and again later in bed. I don’t believe this. It’s not possible. No one in real life fucks this much. Do they?

As there is no one to answer her unspoken question, she returns to bed. Without using her hands, she lays her cheek on his stomach and scoops his cock into her mouth. She tastes herself on his dick, her pussy, not her ass. She recalls her embarrassment at the mess they’d made yesterday. It wasn’t much but enough to be embarrassing. Jon did his best to minimize her embarrassment. He cleaned himself up, then helped her do the same, kissing her face, neck, and shoulders the entire time. He tried to blame himself for not using the condoms he’d bought, thinking that they may have reduced the clean-up, but she’d shushed him.

She swallows his cock. She can feel stubble, on her cheek, at the base of his cock where his hair is already growing back. He doesn’t stir as she holds him deep in her mouth, savoring the taste of their bodies and the musk of his well-fucked crotch.

She tightens her ass. She’s sore but nothing terrible. She’d hurt much more the morning after she’d let that asshole, Alex, take her virginity. She tosses the thought away, like an unexpectedly moldy carton of yogurt and inhales slowly around Jon’s cock. As her head begins to bob, unknown to her, in perfect time with his heartbeat, her thoughts drift back to the night before.

They’d gotten cleaned up. Deciding not to go out, she’d ordered room service. Hanging up the phone, she discovered that Jon had wandered out onto the patio. He was naked. She doubted he was naked to be provocative. He was setting a new canvas up on his easel; she imagined he’d simply forgotten to put on a pair of shorts. She settled for a flimsy cover-up and made her way onto the patio to watch, keeping one ear tuned for the sound of room-service knocking on the door. At first, she’d imagined he was simply prepping the canvas; that’s how faint the pink was. He applied the paint with the largest brush he had in broad swooping swaths. He put that brush in his mouth and applied a dab of paint to his palette – yellow. A smaller brush adds almost invisible, much tinier swirls of color. Blue, then red, almost garish in its intensity, followed. The knock at the door had come. She’d signed and set the food on the dresser, hurrying back to the patio. She had peered at the painting, trying to make sense of the colors, and failed; thinned purple that ran like a tear down the canvas and a spiral of pencil-thin black had been added in her short absence. She liked what she was seeing but had been incapable of wedging it into a framework she understood, beyond that it was abstract. She’d never seen Jon do any abstract painting. She had no idea what one would call her brother’s other work but, until last night, his work had always contained recognizable features. Not this one, this one had left her breathless and excited, yet utterly bewildered as to why.

Her parents had come walking down the beach path, Travis and Caitlin behind them. They stopped but didn’t speak. By that point, even though barely an hour had passed since he set brush to paint, Jon seemed to be nearly finished. He stared, unblinking, for long minutes and then would add a single dot or squiggle of paint. Once, moving so quickly they’d all jumped, he’d picked up a tube of paint and squeezed an arching line of violet across one corner of the canvas, before planting his palm in the thick paint and sweeping his hand down the canvas, fingers pulling up and away from the canvas. And with that, he’d been done. He stepped away from the canvas and looked around, clearly surprised to see everyone watching him. His hands had moved toward his crotch, as awareness of his nudity had hit him, but he’d forced himself to stop. He’d nodded, said ‘hi’ and then apologized to their parents for being rude earlier in the day, told them ‘good night’ and went inside.

They’d stood there, the five of them, Manavgat Escort looking at the painting. It had been Caitlin who’d spoken. “I swear, I’m getting wet looking at this,” she’d muttered. She’d blushed and looked away, as if she hadn’t realized she’d spoken out loud. Jess had declined their invitation to dinner, added her good night to Jon’s and had gone inside.

Jon had watched the paint off his hands and they had eaten then, sitting on the end of the bed that they no longer pretended one of them was sleeping in, staring at the dark screen of the television. Finished, they’d stood and undressed again. She’d asked him what his painting was of, what it meant. He had smiled at her, a smile that had caused her heart to skip, and told her to lie back on the bed. He’d made love to her, as quietly as they’d been noisy in the past. Before he came, he’d rested on one elbow, wiped his cock with the fingers of one hand and held them, first to his nose, then to hers.

“I painted your scent, Jess,” he’d explained. She’d taken his fingers into her mouth and sucked at them as he came. The look on his face, as much as the feel of him inside her, had caused her to cum. Her orgasm was as slow and gentle and sweet as the look he’d given her and the way he’d moved inside her.

She recalls all of that now, recalls why it is his cock tastes of her pussy and his cum. He lies still beneath her, but she doesn’t think he’s sleeping any longer. She cups his balls and sucks his cock. She feels him tense and then her mouth is filled. There’s not much; she doesn’t care.

She moves up to lie beside him.

“That’s way better than the alarm on my phone,” he sighs. He turns his head to look at her. “What about you?”

“I’m good; I’m perfect. Go back to sleep. I didn’t mean to wake you. Go back to sleep.”

He shakes his head. “No, bad idea. I’ll have plenty of time for sleeping later. Breakfast? Swim? Want me to give you a bath? What?”

In the end, they did all three. They swam, showered, had breakfast near the pool and then returned to their room. Jon undressed except for the hemp boxers. As he did, Jess examined his latest painting.

“Is this really what you see when you, uh, smell me?” She shakes her head. “It sounds like I must stink, when I say, ‘when you smell me’ but how else can I say it.”

“Not all smells are bad, certainly yours isn’t.” He smiles at her. “And, yes, that is the picture I have of your scent. Is that a better word? When you were brushing my hair last night, I inhaled you and let my mind go. That painting is as close as I can get to showing you what I smelled.”

“It’s beautiful. I thought so before I knew what it was. It’s not like anything you’ve ever painted before.”

Jon nods as he gathers his supplies and pushes the patio door open with one elbow. Jess follows him.

She’s greeted by two quick, “good morning’s” from her parents.

“Getting ready to go at it again, Jon?” James asks, peering over the top of the Journal.

Jess is momentarily paralyzed by the thought that Jon is planning on painting the picture she’d requested, the one of her peering at him as she tongues his dick.

“Yeah, I’m not sure if I can make it work. I usually have a clear idea of what I want to paint or draw. I have a very clear idea of what I want to paint, it’s not that, but I’m afraid I won’t be able to see the details clearly enough for it to work.”

His father nods. Jon is grateful he doesn’t tell him something both fatherly and demonstrably false, such as, ‘I’m sure it will be fine’. There was never a guarantee that it would be fine. Sometimes the vision failed to make it out of his head. That was fine; that’s part of the gig. Less fine was the way some ideas would stay wedged in his brain, a piece of celery stuck between the molars of his imagination, for him to worry at. Sometimes it dislodged and disappeared, sometimes it morphed into something else, something he could get onto paper or canvas, sometimes whatever had been holding him back would vanish. That was the outcome he enjoyed the most. None of that meant he’d love, or even like, the end result but at least he’d be free of the idea, free to move on to something else.

He looks at his dwindling supply of canvases. He’d felt stupid buying so many and now he wonders if he’ll have enough. He’s hardly had time to process that worry when he’s hit by another – forget canvases, will he have enough time? A nagging suspicion, that his sudden ability to paint, to really paint not just dabble, is due to Jess and that without her close by, his ability to paint and create will die. His parents are not religious. He’s never been to church, but he knows the story of Samson and Delilah. He trusts Jess. It isn’t that he worries she’ll steal his strength; he worries that she is his strength. The thought is so terrifying he freezes. His parents exchange looks, between themselves and Jess. She touches his arm. He turns and gives her a smile that lights up his face Manavgat escort bayan with joy. The joy is tinted with fear and sadness; she sees that clearly and wonders if anyone else can.

She returns the smile. It’s not a false smile. She loves him, loves to see him happy and working. She does. She knows that. She also knows that she resents being the touchstone of his happiness. It’s not fair. It’s too much to ask, too much responsibility.

“I think I look like a refugee from a bombing, but Caitlin was asking if our girl’s day at the beach, the nudie beach, I mean, is still on?”

Jess looks at her mom. There is no need for to wonder if her mom is offering her a respite; she knows she is. She looks at Jon. This time his smile has no fear in it. He nods.

“Sounds like a plan, mom. When?”

“I’m heading over to Caitlin’s place for my morning infusion of juju water. If she’s still up for a little excursion, I’d say, an hour and a half?”

“Works for me,” Jess tells her. She turns, sits on the low wall between the patios and then swings her legs over. She sits down by her father. Her mother pauses long enough to kiss her on the cheek before tossing a wave that is ill-defined enough to encompass her entire family and heading down the beach path toward the Schultz’s suite.

“Reading up on the ideal method of exploiting your workers and shareholders, daddy?”

“Sssh,” James snaps, not looking over his paper. “That’s a secret.”

“That’s the one thing it ain’t, pops, a secret,” Jess snorts.

At that, her father does lower the paper. “Exploiting the masses is what makes this possible.” He waves at the resort and ocean.

“Oh, I know.” Jess huffs. “Don’t make me feel worse. I know you’re a good man, dad. And I know that when it comes to soulless entities devised for the sole purpose of maximizing profits, your company is way better than most. I’m just in a funky mood or something.” She touches the back of his arm and suddenly her eyes fill. “Thank you for not hating me.” Before her father can respond, she gets up and hurries off toward the ocean.

James folds his paper and sets it on the table, then sets his coffee cup and saucer atop it to keep it from blowing away. Jon catches his eye. James sees the question in his eyes and shakes his head. “I’ll talk to her. You stay here. It’s okay, Jon. I promise I’ll do my best to make it okay.” His son nods, swallows, closes his eyes for a moment, then turns back to the empty white space that’s waiting for him to shit or get off the pot.

***

“Caitlin, I know I wasn’t very open to the idea yesterday but are you still interested in a girl’s day at the beach, the nude one? I understand if you have plans. If you do, please, please do not change them on my account.”

“What do you say, stud muffin? Can you spare me for the day?”

“You know I can’t, but I will.” Travis tells her, not interrupting his yoga routine.

“Oh no, not if Travis has plans.”

“No, Gloria, I was making a silly joke!” Travis protests, transitioning from a downward facing dog to the upward facing variety, so that he can see her. “I’d happily spend every waking minute with Caitlin, except when she’s snoring. Go, have fun. Maybe I’ll see if James and Jon want to check out a sleazy strip club.”

“James, maybe but Jon looks as if he’s about to go into another painting trance.”

“It is remarkable, isn’t it?” Caitlin asks as she finishes hooking up the antibiotics to Gloria’s IV. “Did he always paint like that? I mean so intently?”

Gloria shakes her head. “No, and not to sound cruel but not nearly as well. Don’t take that the wrong way. He’s always been gifted but until the past few days he’s never produced anything that took my breath away. And not just one, several. Even the quick pencil sketches are remarkable. Something has opened up for him that was hidden before.” Gloria’s voice trails off into silence. She sees Caitlin’s look. “Don’t say a word, young lady. I’m old and not very smart but I know what has opened him up. I’m not that foolish.”

“Foolish, is probably the last word I’d pick to describe you,” Travis offers from this mat.

“Same here, Gloria and I think you know that. I wasn’t going to criticize or offer helpful advice. I feel almost as bad for you and James as I do Jess and Jon.”

Gloria pats the back of her doctor’s, and her friend’s, hand. “Forgive me. I didn’t mean to jump down your throat. It’s just that I realized that Jon’s sudden explosion of creativity is yet another factor, another heart-aching factor, in this imbroglio.”

Caitlin smiles. “I’d love to see you play Scrabble against my husband.”

“Scrabble? Is that the game where one attempts to make words out of letters?” Gloria asks, voice and face so innocent as to make it clear she’s anything but innocent.

“Why, yes, it is.” Travis offers, now balanced on his palms with his shins on his arms. “We hardly ever play and never, ever, for money.” Escort Manavgat

Gloria’s eyes glitter. “Well, if we’re ever bored or rained out we’ll have something to keep us busy, eh?”

Caitlin leans back in her chair and grins. “I never thought I’d pray for rain on a vacation but that just might do it.”

“Travis, how long have you been doing yoga?”

“Oh, five or six years. Have you tried it?”

“I’m too old and stiff.”

“Bullshit,” Caitlin snaps.

“If you’re not busy tomorrow and if we don’t decide to have a guy’s day at the beach, come over. You can borrow Caitlin’s mat, or mine, and one of us can show you a few basic positions.”

“I’d feel like a total fool.”

“Well, that’s something you’ll have to work on yourself. I can’t convince you you’re wrong,” Travis offers mildly as he stands. Gloria does her best not to stare. She’d not really appreciated how attractive Travis is. Standing there in loose shorts, glistening with sweat, it’s impossible to miss. Her eyes cut away quickly and she turns to look at the ocean. She misses the little smiles the couple share.

“I’m going to go throw a few things together. Be back in minute.” With that, Caitlin rises, gives her husband a kiss as he moves to the table, and turns toward the suite.

“What about my IV? If it runs out before you get back what should I do? It’s not going to give me an air embolism or something horrible is it?”

“Mrs. Vandermach, would I let something horrible happen to you before I watch you and my husband match wits over a Scrabble board? I won’t be long but if you’re really worried, you can close that small clamp, see it, with the wheel? Roll it toward you and it pinches off the tubing. You don’t really need to worry anyway. The bag will collapse when it’s empty.”

“Young man, I adore your wife,” Gloria says as he closes her eyes to avoid staring at Travis, specifically the trail of sweat that is running down the center of his chest.

“I’m quite fond of her myself.” Gloria hears the patio chair creak as he sits down. “Why do you call me, ‘young man’? It makes it sound like your eighty and I’m a teenager. I’m going to be thirty-three soon and Caitlin just turned thirty. You’re probably only eight or ten years older than us. Do you do it as a way to keep your distance?”

“I thought you were a lawyer not a psychiatrist,” Gloria intones.

“I am, and, like a psychiatrist, I’m not easy diverted. Is it?”

“If one is to be viewed as ‘old’, better to embrace the idea than look silly resisting.”

“Interesting. Why do you think people will view you as ‘old’? You don’t look old, you don’t even look middle-aged. You talk like you’re much older. Saying, ‘one’ for example, instead of, ‘you’. That, along with your comments about your breasts and being old, frankly amazes me. You’re one of the most insightful and intelligent people I’ve ever met. You have two kids who love you and a husband who worships you. Gloria, where does this insecurity come from? You’re an amazing person. Why can’t you accept that?” She’s quiet for so long, he begins to feel uncomfortable. “I’m sorry. That’s awfully personal for such a short friendship. I apologize for pushing my nose into areas that are none of my business, beyond that I like and enjoy your company.”

“You are being a little pushy, but I accept that it comes from concern. I am insecure. I tell myself not to be but that’s easier said than done. As to the why’s, that’s a long story, better saved for another day, or not at all.”

Travis is fairly certain that she’s watching from beneath her closed eyes. He nods and puts his hand on the back of hers. “Sorry, again. Have fun with Caitlin. She thinks you’re amazing, too, in case you hadn’t noticed.”

Gloria hears his chair scrape across the pavers and assumes he’s going inside. He was wrong; she hadn’t been peeking at him. She does so now, helpless not to notice the proportions of his back, shoulders and legs. She remembers how he looked naked and shakes her head. What has gotten into me, she wonders as Caitlin re-emerges, beach tote over one shoulder.

***

“Why would I hate you, honey?” James is half-floating, half-treading water. Jess floats on her back, arms outstretched, not far away.

“Not just me, both of us, for what we’re doing.” Her voice catches. Her father waits. “I don’t know how it happened, dad. I didn’t mean for it to. At first, I thought it was because he caught me by surprise, being so nice when he saw how upset I was over that douche bag, Alex. But it’s not that. He understands me, reads me, in ways no one, not even you or mom do. Maybe, it’s because we ignored each other most of our lives. Maybe that prevented us from developing the barrier that would normal keep us apart, keep this type of love from happening.”

James stretches out on his back and floats beside his daughter. “I’m not going to pretend I understand this or that it doesn’t bother me, but I don’t hate you, or Jon. What bothers me the most, now, not in the beginning but now, is how hard this will be for the two of you. No matter what you do, there will be a lot of tears and a lot of heartache. I don’t know how to protect you from that. That’s my job, as your father, and Jon’s, is to protect you and I can’t.”

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